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[Jul. 18th, 2008|08:30 pm] |
Someone in Politics says something true and he get's chastised and effectively let go for it.
Dear Americans, You want the truth? You can't handle the truth, obviously. |
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[May. 31st, 2008|05:26 pm] |
Last night was a horrible night gone awesome. I was s'posed to meet up and hang downtown last night with some people, but as soon as I parked and pulled out my phone it was frozen. I took out the batteyr put it back then it just wouldn't turn on. I got it on a couple times and it said "RESCUE MODE. TRACKING ON." that was kinda weird. I had fun though, Chris found me which was amazing on his part, we were trying to find him for a while with no success. We spent most of the night at Plush, Pure and Prague. Mmm just noticed a trend there.
So my phone is completely dead, which leaves me feeling very naked. I don't know a single number from my phone and so I have pretty much zero way to get a hold of anyone. Lame. I had like 9 text messages last night (at one point my phone was on for about 20 seconds before it froze.)
I've been scouring craigslist to find a phone i can use, just waiting on emails/phone calls about them.
Life is hard without a cell phone.
Saw "Son of Rambow" today with the family. That movie is completely awesome, totally worth seeing. |
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[May. 4th, 2008|09:34 pm] |
| [ | Sing it loud, Sing it proud |
| | breakdown - handsomeboymodelingschool | ] | Pretty good weekend. Went to the Atmosphere concert on Friday and it was pretty friggin rad. The opening act spent a little too long on stage and people we're getting a little too comfortable next to me which almost resulted in me having a nigga moment.
Iron Man was pretty awesome. Apparently there was something after the credits that Chris and I missed, but I'm gonna go see that and Speed Racer with my Father on Friday so I'll have a chance to see it.
Chris's and his roomates party was pretty fun, there were some retards, but there always are.
The end of the semester is approaching fast. Some friendships that were, are now pretty much non-existent. Kris for the most part, Cyarah and Ben not quite as much, but definitely a lot different. I know at least Ben would call me back or make time to chill if I inquired. Some newer friendships got pretty rad too. I don't plan on ever going back to San Angelo, so I guess it's all just as well anyway. My essay for Texas State is pretty rad so I really think I'll get accepted this time, at least I hope so.
i wanna be somebody. lol im so ridiculous. |
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[Apr. 28th, 2008|09:43 pm] |
| [ | Feel me |
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| | Atmosphere - Guaranteees | ] | I keep procrastinating, I don't have time to do that though.
Some girl had an allergic reaction to beef tonight. Her mom took her to the E.R. People can be allergic to beef? That's weird.
Sometimes I wish I'd majored in Computer Science or Programming or something along those curves. Papers and Presentations would be a whole lot easier I bet.
I've been getting some kickin' music lately.
Atmosphere on Friday will be really cool, I think.
So will the party on the following night. It's punk themed, to be ironic I was going to go dressed up hella mod. I can't afford to buy a mod outfit at the moment. So I'll conform and go punk. I hope I get to see lots of faux-hawks and Green Day t-shirts.
I'm such a snobby bitch. |
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[Apr. 14th, 2008|02:20 pm] |
Life's an mess lately.
I am hoping for nothing less than a spectacular summer, and I'm going to do almost every thing in my power to make it that. It kinda seems like Jeff is already bailing on our summer excursion. Maybe Chris'll still be down regardless of Jeff though. Maybe I'll just go alone and do it with a kayak instead of a raft if it comes to that.
I feel guilty, broken, restless, depressed, apathetic, blank, overwhelmed and on the verge of a and not the good kind like
Oh well I know, I know, I know, I know and so and so and so.
Time to start shoe shopping, which is extremely hard. It's a shame that there isn't a bigger demand for size 17 shoes out there. |
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[Oct. 22nd, 2007|02:33 pm] |
So, I was looking at my old email address and found this. I must have written it for a class, I don't know which one it was or what the assignment was. I can only imagine that I was doing some pretty heavy drugs though.
From December 03, 2003. "There was once a boy, who looked just like any other boy. Except for his Wings! They scared all the muffin men and even the ladies in waiting, they thought he was lame. This made him so sad that one day, he just decided he was going to go and find some sort of MORE POWERFUL MAGICIAN who could fix his nasty wing so that the ladies in waiting would like him and the muffin men would be like "Hey dude."
Nick: I need to find this guy, I am so messed up, no one wants to have stupid wings. If I get rid of them Maybe then people will like me!
Character B pops in
Character B: Hey Nick, how are you?
Nick: I’m Fine, I’m thinking of going to find the Manic Magician…
Character B: Why would ya wanna go and do that?
Nick: I wanna get rid of this wing!! I need the ladies in waiting to be happy with me
Character B: Oh, I Guess you could get rid of them if you wanted, they are not so bad.. I have some wings too
Nick: Yeah, but you are not the prettiest thing in the world…
Character B: P-shaw! Ok, I’m out like a fat kid in dodge-ball then!
Character B disappears into smoke
Nick: I guess I better get back on my quest then, I really need to get rid of these wings… they serve no purpose at all.
Starts walking
I wonder which direction I should go in, I wonder which way is Up… I mean North. I should go ask Mrs. Upsidedownsmileyface!
Nick: Hey! Mrs. Upsidedownsmileyface, how are you today?
Character A: Call me Mrs. FROWNY!!
Nick: But why? A frown is sad, and sad is bad, and you are cool, so you aren’t Mrs. Frowny!
Character A: Oh, get a life!
Punches Nick on the face
Nick: Ouch, well Anyway, do you know where I can find the wizard who fixes people’s problems?
Character A: What are you talking about? Have you gone and gotten in to the Ether again?
Nick:….. I don’t know what you mean, hey do you wanna be my GIRLFRIEND?
Character A Punches Nick again
Character A: First of all, I’m Married, second of all, I’m a guy!
Nick: But you’re name is MISSES Upsidedownsmileyface! Misses means you are a girl!
Character A: Not neccesarily, and my name is Mrs. FROWNY!! Come on, understand THAT at least, you DOLT!
Nick: I think we should break up, this isn’t working out, it’s not you it’ me, can we still be friends?
Character A explodes in anger
Well, that was weird, I guess she couldn’t handle losing the Nickanator. Well I suppose I better be off and look for that Wizard who will make me normal." |
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[Oct. 16th, 2007|02:30 pm] |
"Ah, women. They make the highs higher and the lows more frequent."
So I've noticed myself becoming more complacent lately, or at least it's the flavor of the week. In all seriousness though, I have been unusually chipper lately, maybe I should get it checked out.
Switched my auto insurance carrier today, and cut my rate from 97.20 a month to 34.60 a month, I'd say that's a gain.
Start my first shift tomorrow night at work, I get to shadow someone. Glad I picked up that Ninja suit, it will come in handy for tomorrow. |
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[Sep. 27th, 2007|01:54 pm] |
Whew.
I've submitted so many darn applications lately. I'd love for one of the many places I applied to call me back.
Quite a few papers I need to start working on, well just two. My paper for Euro Political Theory is going to be 1000 words of bullshit though. The topic is lame. My Scope paper, shouldn't be that bad, I just have to think of a topic...
Natalie had my wrong address written down and so all the subsequent things she had been trying to send me, as well as her family members had been going to the incorrect box. She's so very silly. I might try to see if they were returned or maybe they are sitting in the box with my name on it and the post office lady will return it all to me.
Last night I was experiencing incontinence of the ears and nose. Pool-water just kept draining out of me whenever it felt like it, it was kind of embarrassing.
Cross your fingers on me getting a job, or don't. |
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[Sep. 13th, 2007|01:36 pm] |
Holy Calamity.
SANTA BARBARA, Calif., Sept. 11 (UPI) -- Supporters vowed to shelter three nuns whose convent will be sold to help pay the costs of California's clergy sexual abuse cases.
"What a terrible thing for our church to do to these poor ladies," said Clara Reese, a retired businesswoman from Thousand Oaks, Calif., who is raising money for the nuns in Santa Barbara, the Los Angeles Times reported Tuesday.
The nuns, ages 69, 55 and 49, occupy the Sisters of Bethany house, with an assessed value of about $98,000 but worth upward of $700,000 in today's real estate market, the Times reported.
The nuns said they have been overwhelmed by offers of support since news broke that the Roman Catholic Archdiocese of Los Angeles will sell their convent to help pay the diocese's $660 million sex abuse settlement, the newspaper said. At least $250 million of that is to be paid directly by the archdiocese.
"What we are trying to do is to preserve our essential ministries and at the same time trying to come up with a heck of a lot of money to pay our share of this settlement," Todd M. Tamberg, diocesan spokesman, told the Times. |
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[Sep. 12th, 2007|07:46 pm] |
Hooplah!
So, I suppose things are going O.K. I found out indirectly that my housemate is going to try and sell the house and is fixing it up for top dollar. I took that as a sign to start looking for a new place to live. I'm thinking of checking out Southland Arms, I've heard good things.
I have been trying to get a job like nobodies business. I've suffered through at least 9 "Unicru" applications, which are quite painful. The 100 personality questions are a bit much. I really hope to get a callback soon, I need to call them though, I just keep putting it off or getting busy with something else (school much?).
I've been swimming every night lately, running hurts that spot on my back. Swimming is nice though, the pool water tastes icky though, but it's not really there for drinking in the first place. I used to swim quite often, and even competitively back in the day. I have forgotten how to effectively breathe during Free-Style. I can't seem to either get enough air or get my head turned enough out of the water to get said air and I end up turning my head forward which slows me down and makes me look like I'm dog paddling. So that's something I need to figure out how to do correctly.
I'm going to join the Philosophy club this semester and maybe even some other clubs or organizations at School. I think there is a fair in a couple days or something. |
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[Sep. 6th, 2007|09:33 am] |
| [ | Sing it loud, Sing it proud |
| | hsm | ] | I was pretty sure all day yesterday that I did not need to wake up until 9:30 today. I forgot that I had class at 9:30, then when I got to class I forgot that I forgot that it was canceled.
I'm going home this weekend, which is awesome because I have a crap-load of laundry.
I keep forgetting to call those places I applied at. Damnit. |
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[Aug. 29th, 2007|12:38 pm] |
blah.
I've only been back in San Angelo for like 3 days and I'm already an emo mess. This place creates a constant knot in my stomach. I just feel so damn alone and listless. Hopefully I can find a job to help pass the time in between classes and studying. It's so hard to not just lay on my bed and stare at the ceiling, at least it feels a little better. I wish I could go somewhere or do something to feel or be happy, some relaxing place that I don't know about in San Angelo maybe? I doubt such a place exists here though. |
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[Aug. 15th, 2007|03:33 pm] |
Gah.
So I don't even know where I'm going to live and school starts in less than 2 weeks. I was planning on getting an apartment, but I guess I was thinking a roommate was going fall into my lap or something. Now with things coming up I'm getting anxious. I checked on the Dorm availability and was told that there are some triples left. I really don't wanna be in a dorm, especially tripled up. It's so damn claustrophobic. It doesn't look like I'm getting anywhere with an apartment though and with school starting so soon things don't look good. I feel so stuck.
Blaaaaaaaaaah. |
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[Jul. 24th, 2007|09:30 am] |
Wooo.
What a night. One of our guys called in, so we were mega shorthanded. a 12 hour shift hurts the feet.
So after a full 12 hours of working, the guy who waters the plants and cleans the grills every morning. Approaches me, smelling super bad. He leans in really close and tells me had an accident and is going home to change his pants. I don't understand until he walks away and his jean shorts are totally soiled and he has poop dripping down his leg. Poor guy, he's pretty old.
After all that, I finally got to go home and I saw the most beautiful thing ever. After a completely crap, long tiring night. There is a type of waterfall fountain outside the new water plant in Cedar Park/Round Rock. Right under it and over it was a mountain of suds. Someone had poured soap into the fountain and there was now, quite literally a 15 foot tall super wide mountain of suds. I don't think I've laughed so hard in a while.
goodnight. |
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[Jun. 26th, 2007|08:01 pm] |
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Saw Nancy Drew today with my sister. It was pretty funny and really nice to see a movie that had a female character that girls can look up to. I thought it was funny though that they showed a preview for ~Bratz~ before the movie. |
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[Jun. 18th, 2007|06:59 pm] |
This is the way we ball.

Fuck yeah, I'm kick ass at getting rejected.
Collegiate Rejections thus far: Texas State - 3 University of Houston - 1 A&M Corpus Christi - 1 |
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[Jun. 13th, 2007|02:52 pm] |
So I'm back from California. The last couple days I was there were kinda getting to me just because I felt like the 3rd wheel. Now that I'm gone though I kinda miss being there. Although today Kyle's lady-friend comes back from San Diego so I'd just be back in my 3rd wheel state. There is something to be said for the freedom I have there though. I'm back in my Fathers office room, with all my boxes and bedding and clothes. Feeling claustrophobic.
I checked my admission status at U of H. It still says they are waiting on a transcript from ASU, which I've had sent 3 times now. However, it did mention how many credits are transferring over and I would be losing about a semester or two of work. Blahh. So far it looks like I'll be back at ASU, which isn't all bad because I made a couple of damned good friends there last year. I'll need to setup a lot of things if I'm going back to ASU including but not limited to a place to live.
I gotta also figure out where I'm going to work. I have a guaranteed job back at Home Depot, but I still have to re-interview and do orientation...for the 3rd time. Corporate policies make me a sad panda. I could also work at Kinkos retail I think, or at least that's what I'm told. Both places would be easy to transfer to in San Angelo either way. I think I will apply to Pier 1 also, I would really prefer World Market but the closest one to San Angelo is 150 miles away.
I also got the most recent Hieroglyphics album and oh wow is it some bad-ass stuff. |
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[May. 21st, 2007|02:13 pm] |
taking a break from the sun. landscaping in 100 degree weather kinda sucks.
im still pending at U of H. I was looking at the site and I found it funny that what Angelo State and every other school I can think of calls "holds," U of H calls them "stops." that's hella weird to me.
looking forward to chris getting to phx, seeing kyle, and then getting back to tx for some Natalie time.
I went over to some guys house the other day and played a little tekken. he liked Tekken Tag Tournament but that got pretty boring since it seemed kinda crappy to me. I took out T5 and then all he did was cry about not being able to press L1 to Sidestep. then he spent like 30 mins trashing tekken 5 because "they took out sidestep!!!11" but they didn't...but to be fair, without the sidestep button he couldn't do any of lei's kung fu moves and couldnt dodge anything with brian. :o |
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[May. 8th, 2007|04:03 pm] |
So I go to register for classes...and not a single class my advisor listed is even available next semester. The classes aren't full, they just aren't being taught.
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[May. 4th, 2007|03:06 pm] |
Woo. Itinerary is set, things are in order and I'm going to California. I'll be in Arizona from the 13th to the 31st, then I leave for San Jose. I will be staying in California until the 12th, so that will be a good 13 or so days to spend happily.
I suppose I will come back and start working the following monday at Home Depot.
Texas State is out of the picture, completely. Not even possible at this point. I applied to University of Houston. If they accept me, I might go there, if not I'll be staying in this lovely little wasteland in west Texas. |
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