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power movement [May. 4th, 2008|09:34 pm]
smart went crazy
[Sing it loud, Sing it proud |breakdown - handsomeboymodelingschool]

Pretty good weekend. Went to the Atmosphere concert on Friday and it was pretty friggin rad. The opening act spent a little too long on stage and people we're getting a little too comfortable next to me which almost resulted in me having a nigga moment.

Iron Man was pretty awesome. Apparently there was something after the credits that Chris and I missed, but I'm gonna go see that and Speed Racer with my Father on Friday so I'll have a chance to see it.

Chris's and his roomates party was pretty fun, there were some retards, but there always are.

The end of the semester is approaching fast. Some friendships that were, are now pretty much non-existent. Kris for the most part, Cyarah and Ben not quite as much, but definitely a lot different. I know at least Ben would call me back or make time to chill if I inquired. Some newer friendships got pretty rad too. I don't plan on ever going back to San Angelo, so I guess it's all just as well anyway. My essay for Texas State is pretty rad so I really think I'll get accepted this time, at least I hope so.

i wanna be somebody.
lol im so ridiculous.
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break my body break break my soul down [Apr. 28th, 2008|09:43 pm]
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[Feel me |jubilantjubilant]
[Sing it loud, Sing it proud |Atmosphere - Guaranteees]

I keep procrastinating, I don't have time to do that though.

Some girl had an allergic reaction to beef tonight. Her mom took her to the E.R. People can be allergic to beef? That's weird.

Sometimes I wish I'd majored in Computer Science or Programming or something along those curves. Papers and Presentations would be a whole lot easier I bet.

I've been getting some kickin' music lately.

Atmosphere on Friday will be really cool, I think.

So will the party on the following night. It's punk themed, to be ironic I was going to go dressed up hella mod. I can't afford to buy a mod outfit at the moment. So I'll conform and go punk. I hope I get to see lots of faux-hawks and Green Day t-shirts.

I'm such a snobby bitch.
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You talk, you talk a good game. [Apr. 14th, 2008|02:20 pm]
smart went crazy
Life's an title or description mess lately.

I am hoping for nothing less than a spectacular summer, and I'm going to do almost every thing in my power to make it that. It kinda seems like Jeff is already bailing on our summer excursion. Maybe Chris'll still be down regardless of Jeff though. Maybe I'll just go alone and do it with a kayak instead of a raft if it comes to that.

I feel guilty, broken, restless, depressed, apathetic, blank, overwhelmed and on the verge of a title or description and not the good kind like

Oh well I know, I know, I know, I know and so and so and so.

Time to start shoe shopping, which is extremely hard. It's a shame that there isn't a bigger demand for size 17 shoes out there.
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(no subject) [Oct. 22nd, 2007|02:33 pm]
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So, I was looking at my old email address and found this. I must have written it for a class, I don't know which one it was or what the assignment was. I can only imagine that I was doing some pretty heavy drugs though.

From December 03, 2003.
"There was once a boy, who looked just like any other boy. Except for his Wings! They scared all the muffin men and even the ladies in waiting, they thought he was lame. This made him so sad that one day, he just decided he was going to go and find some sort of MORE POWERFUL MAGICIAN who could fix his nasty wing so that the ladies in waiting would like him and the muffin men would be like "Hey dude."

Nick: I need to find this guy, I am so messed up, no one wants to have stupid wings. If I get rid of them Maybe then people will like me!

Character B pops in

Character B: Hey Nick, how are you?

Nick: I’m Fine, I’m thinking of going to find the Manic Magician…

Character B: Why would ya wanna go and do that?

Nick: I wanna get rid of this wing!! I need the ladies in waiting to be happy with me

Character B: Oh, I Guess you could get rid of them if you wanted, they are not so bad.. I have some wings too

Nick: Yeah, but you are not the prettiest thing in the world…

Character B: P-shaw! Ok, I’m out like a fat kid in dodge-ball then!

Character B disappears into smoke

Nick: I guess I better get back on my quest then, I really need to get rid of these wings… they serve no purpose at all.

Starts walking

I wonder which direction I should go in, I wonder which way is Up… I mean North. I should go ask Mrs. Upsidedownsmileyface!

Nick: Hey! Mrs. Upsidedownsmileyface, how are you today?

Character A: Call me Mrs. FROWNY!!

Nick: But why? A frown is sad, and sad is bad, and you are cool, so you aren’t Mrs. Frowny!

Character A: Oh, get a life!

Punches Nick on the face

Nick: Ouch, well Anyway, do you know where I can find the wizard who fixes people’s problems?

Character A: What are you talking about? Have you gone and gotten in to the Ether again?

Nick:….. I don’t know what you mean, hey do you wanna be my GIRLFRIEND?

Character A Punches Nick again

Character A: First of all, I’m Married, second of all, I’m a guy!

Nick: But you’re name is MISSES Upsidedownsmileyface! Misses means you are a girl!

Character A: Not neccesarily, and my name is Mrs. FROWNY!! Come on, understand THAT at least, you DOLT!

Nick: I think we should break up, this isn’t working out, it’s not you it’ me, can we still be friends?

Character A explodes in anger

Well, that was weird, I guess she couldn’t handle losing the Nickanator. Well I suppose I better be off and look for that Wizard who will make me normal."
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(no subject) [Oct. 16th, 2007|02:30 pm]
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"Ah, women. They make the highs higher and the lows more frequent."

So I've noticed myself becoming more complacent lately, or at least it's the flavor of the week. In all seriousness though, I have been unusually chipper lately, maybe I should get it checked out.

Switched my auto insurance carrier today, and cut my rate from 97.20 a month to 34.60 a month, I'd say that's a gain.

Start my first shift tomorrow night at work, I get to shadow someone. Glad I picked up that Ninja suit, it will come in handy for tomorrow.
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(no subject) [Sep. 27th, 2007|01:54 pm]
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I've submitted so many darn applications lately. I'd love for one of the many places I applied to call me back.

Quite a few papers I need to start working on, well just two. My paper for Euro Political Theory is going to be 1000 words of bullshit though. The topic is lame. My Scope paper, shouldn't be that bad, I just have to think of a topic...

Natalie had my wrong address written down and so all the subsequent things she had been trying to send me, as well as her family members had been going to the incorrect box. She's so very silly. I might try to see if they were returned or maybe they are sitting in the box with my name on it and the post office lady will return it all to me.

Last night I was experiencing incontinence of the ears and nose. Pool-water just kept draining out of me whenever it felt like it, it was kind of embarrassing.

Cross your fingers on me getting a job, or don't.
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(no subject) [Sep. 13th, 2007|01:36 pm]
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Holy Calamity.

SANTA BARBARA, Calif., Sept. 11 (UPI) -- Supporters vowed to shelter three nuns whose convent will be sold to help pay the costs of California's clergy sexual abuse cases.

"What a terrible thing for our church to do to these poor ladies," said Clara Reese, a retired businesswoman from Thousand Oaks, Calif., who is raising money for the nuns in Santa Barbara, the Los Angeles Times reported Tuesday.

The nuns, ages 69, 55 and 49, occupy the Sisters of Bethany house, with an assessed value of about $98,000 but worth upward of $700,000 in today's real estate market, the Times reported.

The nuns said they have been overwhelmed by offers of support since news broke that the Roman Catholic Archdiocese of Los Angeles will sell their convent to help pay the diocese's $660 million sex abuse settlement, the newspaper said. At least $250 million of that is to be paid directly by the archdiocese.

"What we are trying to do is to preserve our essential ministries and at the same time trying to come up with a heck of a lot of money to pay our share of this settlement," Todd M. Tamberg, diocesan spokesman, told the Times.
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(no subject) [Sep. 12th, 2007|07:46 pm]
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So, I suppose things are going O.K. I found out indirectly that my housemate is going to try and sell the house and is fixing it up for top dollar. I took that as a sign to start looking for a new place to live. I'm thinking of checking out Southland Arms, I've heard good things.

I have been trying to get a job like nobodies business. I've suffered through at least 9 "Unicru" applications, which are quite painful. The 100 personality questions are a bit much. I really hope to get a callback soon, I need to call them though, I just keep putting it off or getting busy with something else (school much?).

I've been swimming every night lately, running hurts that spot on my back. Swimming is nice though, the pool water tastes icky though, but it's not really there for drinking in the first place. I used to swim quite often, and even competitively back in the day. I have forgotten how to effectively breathe during Free-Style. I can't seem to either get enough air or get my head turned enough out of the water to get said air and I end up turning my head forward which slows me down and makes me look like I'm dog paddling. So that's something I need to figure out how to do correctly.

I'm going to join the Philosophy club this semester and maybe even some other clubs or organizations at School. I think there is a fair in a couple days or something.
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(no subject) [Sep. 6th, 2007|09:33 am]
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[Sing it loud, Sing it proud |hsm]

I was pretty sure all day yesterday that I did not need to wake up until 9:30 today. I forgot that I had class at 9:30, then when I got to class I forgot that I forgot that it was canceled.

I'm going home this weekend, which is awesome because I have a crap-load of laundry.

I keep forgetting to call those places I applied at. Damnit.
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crawling in my skin. [Aug. 29th, 2007|12:38 pm]
smart went crazy

I've only been back in San Angelo for like 3 days and I'm already an emo mess. This place creates a constant knot in my stomach. I just feel so damn alone and listless. Hopefully I can find a job to help pass the time in between classes and studying. It's so hard to not just lay on my bed and stare at the ceiling, at least it feels a little better. I wish I could go somewhere or do something to feel or be happy, some relaxing place that I don't know about in San Angelo maybe? I doubt such a place exists here though.
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